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    I know a lot of people suffer from depression and aren't feeling the best about their lives so I wrote a little poetry to help change something important to me..

    Today by Livin

    Today was the absolute worst day ever
    And don't try and convince me that
    There's something good in every day
    Because, when you take a closer look,
    This world is a pretty evil place.
    Even if
    Some goodness does shine through through once in a while
    Satisfaction and happiness don't last
    And it's not true that
    It's all in the mind and heart
    Because
    True happiness can be obtained
    Only if one's surroundings are good
    It's not true that good exists
    I'm sure you can agree that
    The reality
    Creates
    My attitude
    It's all beyond my control
    And you'll never in a million years hear me say that
    today was a good day.

    Backwards this reads

    Today was a good day
    And you'll never in a million years hear me say that
    It's all beyond my control
    My attitude
    Creates
    The reality
    I'm sure you can agree that
    It's not true that good exists
    Only if someone's surroundings are good
    True happiness can be obtained
    Because
    It's all in the mind and the heart
    And it's not true that
    Satisfaction and happiness don't last.
    Some goodness does shine through once in a while
    Even if
    The world is a pretty evil place.
    Because, when you take a closer look,
    There's something good in every day
    And don't try and convince me that
    Today was the absolute worst day ever.

    Remember that the night is darkest before the dawn...
     

    DreadySemicolon

    Bishop of the umi order
    ;^; no u

    Fact is, depression (true depression, not the feeling you get when Minecraft updates) makes you not want to look for "a good thing about yourself", otherwise depression would just be an intensified state of sadness and it would not be of so much impact on the lives of afflicted people ,_,
     
    some people just need the smallest posititive in their day to make life worth living a little more. I for one wouldn't be the same person without the hour long skype call I have with my brother Logan every lunch
     

    DreadySemicolon

    Bishop of the umi order
    I always deemed videogames up and worthy for the task ,.,
    On the other hand, I'm a very unique and mentally challenged depressed person.
     

    TransparentFate

    Citizen
    God
    Depression is a mental disorder, not just an emotion/feeling and shouldn't be taken lightly. Indeed everyone is different because I'm still suffering from mine (kinda why I poke in/out of the server), I can't handle it. I might have another attack ono
     

    DreadySemicolon

    Bishop of the umi order
    Meh, with enough time ("with enough time" meaning you've been depressed for (literally) as long as you remember) you'll learn to "contain" it. If you're lucky, it will even go away (or so I've heard-ish).
     

    TransparentFate

    Citizen
    God
    Well Haka and Tamashii reopened it (those filthy ****s), so I have to go live with this ****y depression again. I just only wanted to be loved ono;;;;
    Probably can deal with it for another 2 years if I don't see their faces here at college, though I would contain myself from stabing them :V

    Me in a nutshell.
    Warning: To dang long to read

    The Witch's House

    Thing is, I might drink mercury again. This time a heavy and huge amount of mercury now. Eh maybe, just wondering if anyone sees this secret message lol ouo


    Though, this poem did help in a very very VERY slight way. Even I'm not 100% healed from this, I do feel better than I did before. But just as BiG said, everyone's different =w=/

    Aight I'm done here, talking about this is bad for my mental health o3o
     
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